I'm about 63% through my current read (Big Girl), and it's already prompted two blogs (this one included). You know that it's gotta be good. I've had disordered eating for years. Looking back over the years, I'd say about 16 years or so (yeah, a long time). I've always been bigger, but it wasn't something … Continue reading Intuitive Eating
I am a happy fat woman. Except when it comes to clothes. Today, I stopped and looked in the mirror. I'm wearing a simple shirt and shorts. And then it hit me (okay, and maybe the book I'm reading put this into my head, as well)- I am working on losing weight because I don't … Continue reading Price Tag
That was taken on July 7th. The day after I decided to go back on Celexa. Just hours before that choice, I had a breakdown. I snapped at the kids, and then wound up lying on my bathroom floor. I sobbed. I sobbed so hard that I was hyperventilating. I nearly threw up. All the … Continue reading Back on It
This was originally posted on August 23, 2017 on my Tumblr. I am going through, working on deleting things. I am going to be deleting my Tumblr once all my fics are moved. I came across this, and it's still true. So, I'm sharing it here. There seems to be this almost ‘worship’ for celebrities who promote ‘good’ … Continue reading Is It Just Me?
Support. We all need some kind of support in our lives. I would not have made it this far without supportive people around me. Even if most of those are online. Through mental health, through random body issues, through coming out, and more...I'd like to take this post to focus on 3 main people in … Continue reading Support
Yesterday afternoon and night were pretty rough. I could really feel my withdrawals hitting me. It was like they were an MMA fighter and I was the punching bag. Rough. It got so bad that I told my best friend I would talk to her in the morning as I was shutting my phone off … Continue reading Day 5
Talking to my best friend varies. Sometimes it's nothing but memes and sharing tweets. Sometimes it's chatting about whatever we're writing together at the moment. Sometimes it's me hitting on her like there's no tomorrow (okay, I drink, I hit on her. A lot, okay?! LOL). Then there are other times. Times where she doesn't … Continue reading Sexuality is fluid